Time Machine!

Moving to....

2009-10-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

Tumblr.

come and visit please :D

Be There!!!

2009-07-31T04:43:00.000-07:00

Again.

2009-07-24T20:55:00.000-07:00

I hate her!!!!!!

Thinking of You

2009-07-24T20:43:00.001-07:00

New Purchase This Month

2009-07-24T19:46:00.000-07:00

Breakeven

2009-07-19T00:27:00.000-07:00

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while he got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

His best days will be some of my worst
He finally met a girl that's gonna put him first
While I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause he's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while he got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no

The Script

P.S, fyi i changed every "she" into "he". Duh.

Ah-viously.

2009-07-19T00:18:00.000-07:00

I hate Lavender Brown.

Uhh, that song....

2009-07-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

Burn

2009-07-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

"Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of him being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn"

Burn-Usher

I've been so lazy to write anything, so sorry for the late update :( :( :(

Back in Town

2009-07-09T23:04:00.000-07:00

Yuhuuuuuuuuu i'm back!!! Too tired to write anything.. Anyway i visited Macau too, it's a beautiful country and at night it just looked like Vegas with many casinos in there. Stunning :-)

One of my favourite photos haha. I'll tell you about my trip later 'kay? Adios!

I'll be back on 9th July

2009-07-03T01:57:00.000-07:00

Uhhh finally i'll be leaving tomorrow morning to HK, i'm actually a bit sad 'cause i'm gonna miss my friends obviously :'( I think my phone will not be useable, just a single text message will cost Rp 5000, duh. I'll tell everything when i get back, hmmm (doain ga kena flu babi ya -__-) bye folks!

Stupid Quiz. Really, i mean STUPID.

2009-07-01T21:58:00.000-07:00

Jaaaadi pada suatu hari gue lagi bosen banget terus masuk kamar nyokap dimana dia lagi nonton infotainment. Nah di acara itu ada bintang tamunya si Giring Nidji, terus biasa kan pas di akhir acara ada kuis melalui telfon gitu. Gini kira2 percakapannya:

Ruben (presenter): Ya halooo? Mana salamnyaaaa?
Bapak2 yang nelfon: *kresssek kresek kresek*
Ruben: Haloooo mana salamnya? Kiss emmuaaaah
Bapak2 yang nelfon: Ya ya kiss emmuuuuah
Ruben: Dengan bapak siapa dimanaaa?
Bapak2 yang nelfon: *kresssek kresek kresek*
Ruben: Halloooo bapak siapa ini? Apa? Bapak Bambang? Oh iya Bapak Bambang, ini ada Giring Nidji disini, bapak mau tanya2 apa?
Bapak2 yang nelfon: Ya *kresek kresek* itu kapan album barunya keluar?
Giring Nidji: Oh secepatnya bapak Insya Allah, makanya didoakan yaa
Ruben: Ya bapak sekarang ada kuis, ini ada pertanyaan untuk bapak, coba Giring yang bacain
Giring Nidji: (ngeliat kertasnya terus pengen ketawa) Eh ini jangan gue yang bacain dong hahahah
Ruben: Deileh ya gapapa elu aja udah
Giring Nidji: (ngeliat kertas dan nahan ketawa) Ya bapak, ini pertanyaannya..... *hening bentar* SIAPA NAMA SAYA? A. Giring atau B. Girang (tampangnya Giring udah ga kekontrol)
Bapak2 yang nelfon: (dengan sumringah) A. GIRING!!!!!
Ruben: Yak selamat bapak mendapat (shit dengan bodohnya gue lupa) ratus ribu rupiah!!!!

Abis itu gue ngakak sampe sakit perut.

Tumblr

2009-07-01T01:09:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey hey check out my Tumblr account, mood-boosters.tumblr.com !
i've been sooo lazy to post anything to this blog hahah. Well see ya later people :D

Quick Updates

2009-06-29T02:45:00.000-07:00

I miss them. Haaa tiba2 jadi kangen, Iceng udh ke Singapur, Disyah sibuk ngurusin teater dan kontes Remaja Cerianya itu ckck emang wanita sibuk banget tuh orang, dan tiba2 sedih ngebayangin ntar ga sekelas lagi huhu......... Gue sama Nissa kan masuk IPS sisanya pada IPA. Ah. Sedih :'(

Sumpah ya 1 jam yang lalu gue nerima sms 5 halaman dari itu tuh, gila ya gue melotot, bengong, nutup mulut, langsung masuk kamar, terus.............. nangis (anjrit sinetron banget ga sih). Udah mana gue lagi meler ditambah nangis segala ah ancur deh pokonya. Akhirnya gue bales aja tuh di message fb, ngeluarin semua unek2, terus begitu udh kenyang ngeluarin semuanya dan gue juga udh kenyang nangisnya akhirnya gue memutuskan gamau kaya orang bodoh lebih lama lagi haha ya terserah deh pokonya gamau mikirin.....capek gila.
Untung ya ada 2 hal yang ngebuat mood gue baik kembali, i found Alvin and the Chipmunks singing Boom Boom Pow haha click here to check it out! Terus yang keduaaaaaaaa, i'm going to HK this holiday heheheheheh so happy :))))))) ya tapi semoga aja beneran jadi ya, biasalah bokap gue orangnya suka ga terencana gitu haha.

I want to see Disneyland so baaaad, ckck maklumlah ya belom pernah sih -____-

Mimobot USB!

2009-06-27T08:35:00.000-07:00

Awwwww i just found these things and it's effin' cuteeee! Omg omg i want one =p

huhu pengen :(((( Check them out here!

Emma Watson in Teen Vogue photos

2009-06-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

On taking fashion risks: "There's nothing interesting about looking perfect—you lose the point. You want what you're wearing to say something about you, about who you are."

On her on-screen romance in The Half-Blood Prince: "At the beginning, it looks like [Hermione and Ron are] on their way to finally being together, but of course Ron screws it up. So she's jealous, and doesn't quite realize it, and they have all these arguments."

On acting in the future:

"There's not, like, a burning passion in me that I have to act and I don't care what I do. Until something comes along that I feel as strongly about as I did Hermione—like, I felt that it was life or death—I don't want to act again."

Oh isn't she gorgeous?

Quote of the day

2009-06-26T08:59:00.000-07:00

Grief Cycle

2009-06-25T21:13:00.000-07:00

(source)

This is what i've been through right now, it is a cycle when someone is filled with sorrow or unhappiness, and a process for that person to heal themself and bring things back to normal. It's been a month since i broke up and yes, i suck at this. Really, badly. I'm not a person who can move on in a short time, i'm not a person who can forget someone quickly. Well the fact is i hate to be a person like this, maybe when i'm with my friends i can forget all of these things but when i'm alone i just become too......fragile. Pathetic. I found these Grief-Cycle thing on this site.

1. Denial
After the initial shock has worn off, the next stage is usually one of classic denial, where they pretend that the news has not been given. They effectively close their eyes to any evidence and pretend that nothing has happened.

2. Anger
The next step after denial is a sudden swing into anger, which often occurs in an explosion of emotion, where the bottled-up feelings of the previous stages are expulsed in a huge outpouring of grief. Whoever is in the way is likely to be blamed. In a company this includes the managers, peers, shareholders customers and suppliers. The phrase 'Why me?' may be repeated in an endless loop in their heads. A part of this anger thus is 'Why not you?', which fuels their anger at the those who are not affected, or perhaps not as seriously so.

3. Bargaining
After the fires of anger have been blow out, the next stage is a desperate round of bargaining, seeking ways to avoid having the bad thing happen. Bargaining is thus a vain expression of hope that the bad news is reversible.

4. Acceptance
The final stage is back to one of stability, where the person is ready and actively involved in moving on to the next phase of their lives, no matter how short. The terminally ill person will be putting their life in order, sorting out wills and helping others to accept the inevitability that then now have countenanced and faced.

(source)

I think i'm in the anger stage right now, anger is dominating much of my feelings, i oftenly feel mad and questions like "how come he could forget everything so fast?", "did he lied about everything he said?", "didn't every things that we've been through together means absolutely nothing for him?", or "how could he done this to me? i trusted him..." is spinning around in my head. But at night, when i'm going off to bed, i remember again how he always makes me laugh, and then that's it. The questions suddenly turned into "isn't there a way for us to get back?" ............see? That's why i hate this part of myself, this fragile part. I'm getting tired of this, erghhh just bring me to the acceptance stage quickly please :'(

The Fallen is coming...

2009-06-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

Akhirnyaaaaaa tadi nonton Transformers 2 di Citos, untung ga ngantri yang heboh2 banget gitu kirain udh kaya ngantri sembako hahahah soalnya tadi datengnya dari siang sih.. It's a cool movie, (yeah sure it is, everybody's been waiting for it) cuman entah kenapa kok gue lebih suka yang pertama ya haha ceritanya ga begitu belibet soalnya, terus yang di ke2 ini banyak banget adegan fightnya dengan efek yang duahsyat tapi somehow malah bikin pusing hehehe. Ya tapi gatau juga sih, gue ga terlalu konsen nontonnya lagi2 gara2 Riris yang ribut sendiri, ga bisa diem banget ckck. Untung kita ga dilemparin sepatu -,- Megan Fox is smokin' hot hahahah gila gue jamin cowo2 yg nonton udah megap2 tuh.. Liat aja kan di posternya ada tulisan "much more Megan Fox" yak jadi kayanya dia bisa dibilang salah satu magnet film ini hahaha apa deh mulai ngaco. Oh iya di film yg ke-2 ini menurut gue juga udah mulai ada adegan2 yang seharusnya ga begitu pantes ditonton untuk anak2 sekecil jempol gitu (yang tadi memenuhi bioskop) . Shia Labeouf gantengan di yang pertama entah kenapa haha.

yaudah deh lagi males nge-post sebenernya, next time i'll tell you about my biggest disease right now okaaay hahahaha bye!

So-called-wish list

2009-06-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

Gosh, i'd KILL to have this thing right now.. It's touch screen, it's Qwerty, and it has 5 mpx camera. Tempting.

Shopping. Ya nggak selebay di gambar itu juga sih... Haha but this thing is on the top on my bad habits list right now. Everytime i go to a store i feel like i can't leave without buying one. Ew. Creepy. This situation doesn't fit with the money in my wallet right now. However, Ladies Day Bazaar at Citos is my number 1 pleasure :-)

My bad habit on number 2 explains a lot why i need this. My clothes have been exploaded all over the place, it's not tidy anymore, so a walk-in-closet would be like HEAVEN. Oh i've wanted this since a long time ago, but this time i NEED this, well at least i need a bigger place to save my clothes.

I obviously need this one. I sort of thinking much about beach, it looks like a sweet place to escape....... haha i don't know. I'm just too tired of all the things that's happening right now. I hope the plan that my class are going to Anyer will be fulfilled. Going to the beach with your friends will bring so much fun, i guess. Well, at least it will help me lose my pain a little bit.

This wish list is not in a correct order, and i made this post because i just have nothing to do haha. But i hope this will do come true :)))))

Moving on so fast?

2009-06-22T23:51:00.000-07:00

Gosh, please stop being a jerk, just....... please. Would you do that?

It's 23rd June, yeah so what......... he wouldn't be care enough to remember.
Dammit i'm just too upset right nowwwww

Nice!

2009-06-21T08:23:00.000-07:00

Hey peopleeeee yesterday i watched Garuda Di Dadaku, it's effin' cool you knowwww, here let me tell you the story:

Bayu (Emir Mahira) yang duduk di kelas 6 SD punya mimpi jadi pemain sepak bola. Dia setiap hari dateng ke sebuah lapangan bulu tangkis untuk berlatih sendiri. Bayu punya sahabat namanya Heri, yang juga penggila bola tapi ga bisa main bola karena dia duduk di kursi roda. Dia meyakinkan Bayu supaya ikut seleksi Tim Nasional U-13 yang nantinya bakal mwakili Indonesia di laga internasional. Tapi Pak Usman, kakek Bayu, sangat menentang keinginan Bayu menjadi pemain bola karena menurut dia pemain sepak bola identik dengan hidup miskin dan tidak punya masa depan.

Iya itu sekilas aja ceritanya. Menurut gue akting Bayu dan Heri itu bagus banget untuk anak seumuran mereka, ga kurang dan ga berlebihan. Ceritanya juga bagus, dapet banget feel-nya. Gue suka banget ceritanya yang ngangkat tema tentang sepakbola di Indonesia. Bahkan gue yang bukan fanatik bola suka hehe. Pengambilan gambarnya juga bagus banget kok apalagi pas adegan2 terakhir yang dia lagi tanding di lapangan bola gitu. Film ini jauhhhh lebih bagus dari 2 film Indonesia terakhir yang gue tonton, Ketika Cinta Bertasbih sama Queen Bee. Sumpah KCB kebanting banget sama Ayat-Ayat Cinta, itu sangat mirip sinetron dan endingnya yang to be continued itu "what-the-heck" banget. Menurut gue loh ya. Pokoknya film ini highly recommended bangetlah, nonton ya haha ga nyesel deh. Yaudah segitu aja ya hehe maaf ga becus bikin review :-D bye!

P.S, ada satu kalimat yang paling gue inget di film ini. Si Bayu ngomong: "I like Liverpool, I like Steven Gerrard" yeah it reminds me of..................... ergh whatever.

Say bye to exams!

2009-06-20T04:20:00.000-07:00

Heyyy it has been a week since my last post, i was too lazy to write anything. Yesterday the-such-a-nonsense-sumatif is finally overrrrrr yeay! Haha it feels sooo grrrreat. I didn't study that much, well to make it more obvious, i even didn't touch a book very often. Riris&Disyah stayed in my house for a week, they said that they want to study and THEY DID. Wow. How could they're soooo dilligent like that? They should push me to study like them -,- They studied seriously, and guess what i was doing? I played the computer and watched DVDs all night hahahaha. If you're wondering how i could i get through that exam week, well i.............. asked the answers to my friends. As you can say, cheating. Yes i cheated a loooooooot oh my gosh (ya tapi bukan gue doang yaaa, almost everyone was doing it huehehe). Sooo yesterday i went to Citos with Riris&Nissa, we watched 17 Again.

(capek pake bhs inggris) Ini film bagus loooooh mungkin banyak yang mikir ini film cheesy2 gimanaa gitu secara temanya udah umum, tentang orang dewasa yang balik lagi ke masa remajanya gitu. Zac Efron meranin Mike O'Donnell waktu umur 17 tahun. Bisa dibilang selama ini gue ga begitu suka sama Zac Efron karena perannya yang di High School Musical agak gimanaaa ya nyanyi2 nari2 gitu........... agak gay -,- Tapi setelah nonton film ini anggepan itu ilang loh hahaha dia bisa ngebuktiin kalo dia bisa akting ga cuma nyanyi2 nari2 doang, dan disini dia tuh omg omg omg banget gantengnya hahahahah. Oh ya terus yang gue suka lagi ada Michelle Tratchtenberg (yang jadi Georgina di Gossip Girl), dia jadi anaknya si Mike O'Donnell.

On my next post i'll probably write about another movie that i just watched too :-D Gotta go now, byeeee!

Looklet

2009-06-12T22:34:00.000-07:00

Hey i've just made a Looklet account, it's soooo much fun haha check it out :-D

oh and remember that i'm new to this so...... yeah i'm really an amateur :))))

Can't waitttt

2009-06-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

Screw sumatif!!! Astaga ngapain banget sih udah jelas ga dimasukin nilai raport gitu YA-TERUS-BUAT-APAAA? I don't even want to start studying, for heaven's sake. Aaaaanyway, i freakinly can't wait to watch these movies:

oh God i wish i could just press the skip button.......... skip all those nonsense test and welcoming holiday immidiately!!! By the way here's one thing that i'll do in this upcoming holiday:

Well my Dad and my driver gave their hands up for this, they've been teaching me and they always got sooo much nerves when they sit next to me and watching me drive hahaha they said i drive them nuts but hey i didn't do anything that extremeeeee, please don't get so "lebay". Yeah so my Dad sent me to a driving course, let's just hope that i can learn fast and i don't mess anything around okaaaaay haha

100 truths

2009-06-12T07:15:00.000-07:00

I saw this on Eky's page, Savira's page, and many other people's page haha so i just want to try it :-D

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = orange juice

2. last phone call = my mommm

3. last text message = Niwa

4. last song you listened to = Just dance - Lady Gaga

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = nope

7. been cheated on = errrr no

8. kissed someone & regretted it = hmmm....... (yeah kinda)

9. lost someone special = yessss

10. been depressed = of courseee like RIGHT NOWWW

11. been drunk and threw up = ewww no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. white

13. turqoise

14. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend = yes of course

16. Fallen out of love = sure

17. Laughed until you cried = TOTALLY

18. Met someone who changed you = hmmm yes...... i guess?

19. Found out who your true friends were = maybe

20. Found out someone was talking about you = idk

21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list = yailah siapa coba

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = idkkkk banyak yang ga jelas

24. Do you have any pets = yessss, my adorable Coco <3

25. Do you want to change your name = well Poe it's not my real name right?

26. What did you do for your last birthday = LAGI TES FORMATIF YA TOLONGGG huhu

27. What time did you wake up today = 5.30

28. What were you doing at midnight last night= tidur dong yaaa

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = HOLIDAAAAY!!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother = hmmm like 5 minutes ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = hmm apa ya bingung -,-

32. What are you listening to right now = Separated - Usher

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = no

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = losing someone :-(

35. Most visited webpage = Twitter!

37. Nicknames = Poe Pongky Ponci Powy Police hmmm............. Lohan?

38. Relationship Status = i-don't-like-this

39. Zodiac sign = Scorpio

40. Male or female?= female

41. Elementary = SD Islam Harapan Ibu

42. High School = SMA Negeri 28 Jakarta

43. College = UI aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnn hahahah

44. Hair colour = black

45. Long or short = mid-long

46. Height = astaga udah berapa lama ya ga ngitung

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = hmmmm yes

49. Piercings = iyalah buat anting

50. Tattoos = no

51. Righty or lefty= rightyyy

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery = apa deh apa ya ga pernah kayanya

53. First piercing = abis lahir langsung jedor hahahah

54. First best friend = hmmmm lupaaa

55. First sport you joined = swimming

56. First vacation= hmm jogja maybe?

58. First pair of trainers = haaaa idk

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = no

60. Drinking = no

61. I'm about to = watch TV

62. Listening to = Pilihanku - Maliq & D'essentials

63. Waiting for = HOLIDAAAAAAY udh dibilangin juga

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? = yes

65. Get Married? = yes of courseeeeeee

66. Career? = yg bikin bahagia hahaha

WHICH IS BETTER

67. Lips or eyes= eyes

68. Hugs or kisses= hmmm both

69. Shorter or taller= taller!

70. Older or Younger = older

71. Romantic or spontaneous = both :-D

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Nice arms

73. Sensitive or loud = loud

74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = neither

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger = ewwwww

77. Drank hard liquor = no

78. Lost glasses/contacts = YES

79. Sex on first date = yaikssss

80. Broken someone's heart = idk haha

81. Had your own heart broken = errrrgh totally

82. Been arrested = no

83. Turned someone down = maybe......

84. Cried when someone died = of courseeee

85. Fallen for a friend? = hmmm......

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = yes

87. Miracles = yesssss

88. Love at first sight = yes yes yes

89. Heaven = yes

90. Santa Claus = errrr no

91. Kiss on the first date = ga baik ah hahaha

92. Angels = yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than one bf/gf? = astaga tidak

95. Did you sing today? = yes, even everydaaay

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = errrgh too much to mention

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = again, it's too much

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = well i guess i'm about to start..... :'(

100. Posting this as 100 truths?= okayyy

Finally!

2009-06-11T08:16:00.000-07:00

Akhirnya yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa internet nyala juga setelah sekian lama gabisa nyala gara2 tagihannya 1juta sekian dan nyokap gamau bayar hahahahaha ckck. Kemaren pulang sekolah nonton Drag Me To Hell sama Ririssss!

Akhirnya berani juga nonton itu abisnya penasaran banget kata orang2 seru soalnya haha, trus kita nonton berdua doanggg biasalah yang satu anak kos yang satu lagi anak nganggur lagi males bimbel huehehe. Sumpah itu kita di Citos udah kaya 2 anak sma gila sepanjang jalan ketawaaaaaa mulu mana ketawanya 8 oktaf lagi hahahah kacau kacau. Tapi begitu nonton filmnya............. bedeh itu satu bioskop tereak semua tapi yang paling kenceng tetep aja si Riris hahahah NGAGETIN BANGET GILAAAAAAAAA! Gue nonton udah kaya mau jurit malem baca2 istighfar hahahahahah *lebay* tapi beneran sih. Itu aja gue masukin gambarnya takut -,- Begitu filnya selesai, si Riris langsung nengok ke gue......

"Po, lo pulang ga kemana2 kan?"
"Ha engga ris kenapa emang?"
"GUE GA BERANI PULANG KE KOSAAAAAAAAN, NGINEP DI RUMAH LO AJA YA"
"........................"

yak jadilah dia nginep hahahaha padahal besoknya sekolah mana ga ngambil baju dulu lagi ckck. Trus seperti biasa di rumah kaya orang gila lagi sampe ade gue yg lagi main komputer di kamar gue bengong trus bilang "..........Mbak, itu temenmu?" trus 10 detik kemudian langsung matiin komputer trus lari keluar hahahahahahahah. Akhirnya baru tidur jam stengah 12 malem dan tadi di sekolah tepar haha.

Yaudah deh lagi males nge-post yang mutu hahah sorry for the nonsense of this post :3 gotta sleep, bye!

Saturday Night

2009-05-31T08:56:00.001-07:00

Hellooooooooo! Akhirnya Sabtu kmaren bisa jalan juga ya ga lumutan di rumah, jadi kmaren tuh ke Kemang, awalnya sih rencananya sama Riris, Nissa, Disyah, Ani, Iceng. Tapi sayangnya Ani masih sakit trus Iceng ga jelas gitu weeeeeeeeek dasar lu ceng, gara2 nyokapnya ga boleh gitu deh. Jadi awalnya Nissa dateng ke rumaaah trus kita berdua ngga jelas gitu buka2 internet trus buka kaskus, si Nissa nunjukin foto2 artis yg kena gosip ckckckck tobat nak. Oh trus kita foto2 dulu sebelum pergi hahah

Abis itu kita ke Citos dehhhhh eh sebelumnya kena halangan dulu, nyokap gue tiba2 megap2 gitu ngeliat baju yg gue pake haha emang sih pendek, ya gue bilang aja "Ih waktu jalan sama Ibu kan aku juga pake ini", eh trus dia bilang "Ya itu kan kamu jalan sama Ibu, kalo sekarang ini ntar kamu dikira cewek nakal mana malem2 lagi jalannya" astagaaaaaa yaudh akhirnya gue pake stocking deh tuh, eh masih protes aja dia bilang "Ga ada yg lebih tebel lagi apa stockingnya?" trus gue bilang "Elah ya mana ada lageeeeeeee aku cuman punya ini, yaudh ya dah maaaaaaaaaaam lopyu deh" trus yaudh akhirnya dia bilang "Hem hem yaudh JAM 8 UDH PULANG YAAAAAAAAAA" yahampun mau ngapain itu sampe jam 8, tp yaudalah pasrah aja daripada tambah lama lagi ya kan ya kan, bukannya gamau ganti sih gue juga menyadari itu pendek tapi taksinya udh keburu dateng kan masa gue mau ganti baju lagi kan rebek. Hmmm jadi inget dulu ada orang yang kalo gue pake baju kebuka dikiiit aja atau rok atau celana pendek gitu dia langsung ribut sendiri, tapi entah kenapa gue ga pernah terganggu dengan ributnya dia itu yg nyuruh gue pake baju jgn binal2 haha.......................(oke please jangan dipikirin sekarang huhuhu tuh kan jd sedih) Akhirnya di taksi gue buka juga stockingnya abisnya panas bahahahah lagian itu msh sore. Yaudh akhirnya nyampe Citos ketemu Riris dehhh, terus curcol di Starbucks haha sambil nelfonin Iceng yang amat sangat ga jelas kabarnya, nah setelah Iceng positif ga bisa hengkang dari dekapan nyokapnya hahahah *apa sih* akhirnya langsung ke kemang deeeeeh ke Little Baghdad sambil nungguin Disyah yang LAGI KE PUNCAK SAMA KAK FADHIL YA TOLONG yahampun ngapain deh tuh 2 orang demen banget berkelana kemana mana......... Duh gue ngerasa jadi anak kampung disitu ya maklumlah bukan anak kemang hahahah sampe mas2nya ketawa geli bgt ngeliat gue yg udh nanya2 ini minuman apa itu minuman apa eh ujung2nya gue mesen orange juice huehuehue. Yaudh akhirnya disitu foto2 (lagi) deh hahahah

Terusssssssss dateng deh si Disyah sama kak Fadhil, abis dah mereka gue godain "Ngapain ajaaaa di Puncak? Kok lama? Macet yaaaa ataaaaaaau minggir dulu tadi mobilnya?" hahahah saltinglah mereka ckck mana kak Fadhilnya (sok) malu2 gitu lagi duduknya misah2 gitu, eeeh ujung2nya "bagi shishanya ya hehe" -_______- Yaudh ga lama kemudian gue agak memaksa ke kff buat makan, laper banget dan belom lagi rentetan sms emak yang udah mulai menghujani nyuruh gue cepetan pulang yahampun yaa akhirnya ke kff, disana Nissa sampe bilang "Po, kok tumben deh makannya cepet banget" ya laper mau gimana lagi hahah biasanya kan gue makan kaya kura-kura. Oh ya terus si kak Fadhil dijadiin ojek foto hahah maap ya kak. Tuh kan ujung2nya nyampe rumah jam stengah 10 juga, pas ditelfonin bokap pake taktik anak innocent dong ya, suaranya baik2 gitu trus bilang "iya ini udh dijalan pap....." hahahah trus sms nyokap "maaf ya mam kalo lama ini macet nih" huahuahuahahaha ckck anak pinter ya. Yaudh deh ya segitu aja capek nih haha byeeeeeeeee!

New Shoes!!!

2009-05-31T08:28:00.000-07:00

Yayyyy haha thanks to my mom :-D

Oh iya itu baru pulang dari Plaza Semanggi, ada reunian nyokap sama temen2 kantornya dulu gitu trus kan gue sm adek gue si Dimas disuruh ikut, beh begitu ketemu sama temen2nya.................
"Yaampun ini Putri nih??? Gyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!" iya serius itu pd tereak kaya apaan tau deh hahah soalnya katanya dulu tuh terakhir kali ketemu gue masih seiprit mungil gitu haha masih kecil bgt, trus ada satu tante2 yg heboh bgt bilang "Yaampun kamu inget ga dulu ya Mama kamu sering ngurung Dimas di kamar mandi trus kamu selalu ngebelain sambil nangis2 gituuuuu"............... yak gue sama adek gue udh liat2an aja mikir "deileh bedanya dulu dan sekarang......" Ya begitulah pokonya akhirnya kita berdua muter2 aja tuh Plaza Semanggi berduaan, isinya orang2 kantor semua ckck, mana pas udh mau pulang nyokap gue malah sibuk mamerin foto dia yg WAKTU LAGI SAKIT GONDONGAN YA TOLONGGGGG innalillahi itu mah aib banget ngapain amat ditunjuk2in ya yahampuuuun gue sama Dimas udah geleng2 kepala aja trus menjauh hahahahah yaudh deh yaaaaa see you on the next post!

Early Holiday

2009-05-28T07:40:00.000-07:00

Heeeeeeeey! Masa ya tadi di sekolah ada pengumuman gitu lewat speaker, jadi gini:

Bapak2 di speaker: Assalamualaikum, mohon perhatiannya kepada siswa siswi SMAN 28......................
Salah satu anak X7: Eh ssssssshht sssssssshhht diem itu pasti mau ngasihtau libur hari jumat
*semuanya diem*
Bapak2 di speaker: Pada hari Jumat, Senin, Selasa, dan Rabu...................
Anak2 X7: (dalem hati) wuanja apaan nih kok ada senin selasa rabu segala, jangan bilang.............ohmaigat ohmaigat *terus pada nahan napas*
Bapak2 di speaker: Diharapkan seluruh siswa dan siswi untuk belajar di rumah
"YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!" (aslinya lebih lebay dan lebih lama dari itu) sumpah yaaaaa itu pada langsung heboh semua, trus kan gue keluar kelas trus bener aja sepanjang lorong itu pada tereak semua hiiiiiiiii serem.

Woooooooow masih ga nyangka loh bisa libur lumayan banget, tumben amat biasanya 28 kan pelit libur hahahah oh ya td iseng bikin coret2an things to do waktu nanti liburan hehehehe

Ya ya i know itu coret2annya ga meaning banget hahahah i hope this short holiday can pump up my mood! Byeeeee

Cool!

2009-05-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

Just found these from NYLON :

wow. if i could have just one single piece........ *sigh*

Should i cry?

2009-05-27T08:42:00.000-07:00

My friends is the only reason that i could be strong enough everyday, they make me share some laughs, not to shed some tears. These past few days i always pray like "God, don't let me lose him, if there's a way to get back please give us another chance.." but now i added one more.....
"God, please don't take away my friends from me, they always cheer me up everytime my tears are going to fall down. I don't know what my days would be without them"

i'm up and then down again, it's not as easy as i thought it would be.... well i'm still trying to be strong though :')

Lighten up my mood

2009-05-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

As you've seen in my latest post, i may sound like a little bit sad but yeah i don't want to think about it too much. So i ended up being more crazy enough than i've ever remember, i sing like every minute in the class, from d'masiv songs to susu bendera theme song hahahah even all of my friends gave their hands up to this. Well i'd rather to go like that than being desperate every day, and he told me i must be tough so........... yes i guess i can do this :-)

Aaaaaaaaand i've got an exciting news!!!! I just won on the "Arisan Keluarga" hahahahahah jaaaadi itu diadain tiap berapa bulan sekali gituuu, nah yg dapet arisan ga cuma orang tua aja tapi anak2 juga, tapi yg bayar arisannya tetep orang tua kaaan jadi begitu anak2 dapet arisan, itu sangat sangat sangat rejeki nomplok karena kita ga ngeluarin duit sedikitpun. Dpt 550rb lumayan banget kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan gile gile gile.

My shopping mood have been exploaded since a month ago, and frankly it got worse when i'm in the stress mode haha so i went to Citos after school with Nissa, she companied me to shop because she wanted to cheer me up hehe that's very kind of her :-) When we arrived there, my eyes were like sparkling all the way because there's a loooooooot of pretty stuffs haha finally i bought a skirt and shoes, here it is :-D

And in this picture, it's a skirt and wedges that my mom bought for me hehe i love itttt

Okay gotta go now, see you soon!

It's for the best

2009-05-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and I'll let you go, I'll set your free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't fix you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do

I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me

Let's not call it an ending, 'cause i believe it'll be a new better chapter for us..
I love you, you know i always do :')

You Belong With Me

2009-05-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

I'm stucked with this song, the lyrics, the video, aaaaaaa you must see this okaaaay haha. I adore Taylor Swift so mucccccccch!

ckck besok sekolah, udah malem haha i have to go to sleep, byeeee!

Art Projects

2009-05-23T00:46:00.000-07:00

Hmmm i currently have nothing to do right now, jadi pengen masukin tugas2 Seni Rupa deh yg disuruh bikin grafik, ilustrasi, komik, poster, sama banner hahaha iseng. But i really like them, i draw mostly with marker (yes the snowman one hahahah) sooooooooo i just want to share hehe. Sorry for this lame post =p

Graphic

Illustration

Comic

Poster

Banner

Mad

2009-05-23T00:23:00.000-07:00

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothin', crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Mad - NeYo

Last watched

2009-05-22T22:36:00.000-07:00

This is the last three movies that i've watched:

Well, none of them is that good, actually. Especially Crank and Magicians was so................ umm i was thinking like "what the...... i should've never watched this". Crank itu banyak adegan yang nggak berprikemanusiaan banget hahah trus banyak yg jorok gitu dehhhh, kalo Magicians sih sebenernya ceritanya bagus, itu kan film komedi gitu tapi ternyataaaa (lagi2) lawakannya jorok gitu deh, banyak sex jokes nya. Aaaaand guess what? I watched it with my dad and my 11-years-old brother. Damn. Bokap gue malah sibuk sendiri main hp, mungkin dia mikir gini ya "mampus kenapa filmnya kaya begini dah, gue mesti gimana ya hemmm". Adek gue lebih parah lagi masa kan si orang di filmnya itu abis ngomong sesuatu yg jorok gitu tapi pake kata kiasan, jadi kan dia ngomong *piiiiiiiiiiiip* (oke itu terlalu vulgar kalo ditulis) trus kan gue bengoooooong aja mikir "ini maksudnya apa ya?" trus 2 detik kemudian adek gue udh heboh sendiri gini "wahahahaha gila parah bgt ya mbak hahahaha wey kamu ngerti ga maksudnya???".........................oh shit gue akhirnya baru ngerti, parah bangetttttttttt masa adek gue lebih peka duluan gitu, trus bener aja kan begitu sampe rumah dia terus2an ngulang kata2 yg tadi sampe gilaaaaa astaga.

Hmmm kalo Night at the Museum 2 sih bagus, kocak gitu tapi ngga memorable banget. Lebih menarik film yang pertama karena yg ini ceritanya cuman 1 hari doang. Yg bikin menghibur sih tokoh2 baru kaya Einstein apa-head gitu eh apa bobblehead ya? Hahahaha lupa, pokonya yg kepalanya godek2 gitu -,- haha itu kocak deh si Einstein, trus sama ada 3 Cupid yg kaya Jonas Brothers gitu (eh apa emg si jonas yg ngisi suaranya ya?) tapi yg paling bikin ketawa sih si Kahmunrah (diperanin Hank Azaria), pinter deh dia aktingnya hahaha. Ini si Kahmunrah yg di kanan :-D

Oh iya ada si Amy Adams!

Dia jd Amelia Earheart, pilot perempuan pertama yg muterin Samudera Atlantik (fyi gue sampe buka google dulu krn lupa itu dia ngelintasinnya Samudera Atlantik atau Pasifik -,-) hmm tp karakternya dia hampir sama kaya di Enchanted gt dh, spontan dan pede banget hahahah. Intinya ini film lucu tapi yaaa ga bagus2 banget gitcu. Ini gue nyari2 gambar si Einstein-mini-kepala-godek2 ga ketemuuu haha yaudalah segitu aja deh yaaaa byeeeeeeeee

Danny & David

2009-05-16T00:26:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyyyyy i just turned on my TV, and it showed..............
him. Yes, Danny Gokey! Oh my........... i'm still sad that he didn't make it to the final. Well, Adam Lambert is stunning and Kris Allen must be everyone's favorite, or should i say................ every girl's favourite? Yeah no wonder, he's cute right? I love to see him too, but Danny has this uhhhhhhh such a grrrrrreat voice! I started to fell in love with him when he sang "Kiss from a rose". It's just...... heart-melting hahaha.

*bahasa campursari mode: on*

Haaaaa jadi kangen David Cook bangettttttt, he's like my BIGGEST CRUSH on American Idol, no one ever beats him haha i remember when i watched him on TV, i screamed like every 10 seconds that my mother always yelled at me "WOY MBAK NYANTE DIKIT NAPAAAAA" hahaha so what? He always makes me wanna scream, for example waktu dia jadi guest star di result shownya season 8:

abis dia nyanyi kan dia diajak ngobrol gt sama si Ryan Seacrest, eh trus pas lagi hening tiba2 cewe2 penontonnya pada tereak "WE LOVE YOU DAVIIIIIIIIIIIIIID!!!!!!" (i'll do the same thing if i were there hahahaha) and then and then dia bilang..........

"Not as much as i love you" (dengan tampangnya yg oh-my-god-pengen-dicubit) huaaaaaaaaa hua hua

Oh ya terus jd inget waktu dulu finalnya season 7, pada nonton bareng gitu di rumah gue soalnya besok ada ujian praktek seni musik hahaha yak jadi latian di-stop, semua duduk anteng di depan TV nungguin tuh acara final. Begitu mulai....................

"KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA DAVID COOOOOOOOOOOOK!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!" hahaha seinget gue yg paling napsu tuh gue sm Mente, sayang si Acchan ga ada soalnya dia beda kelompok padahal dulu trio-histeris-David-Cook ya Poe Acchan dan Mente hahahah, tapi yg heboh Archuleta juga ga kalah kok ya pokonya my house suddenly turned into a big zoo with many screaming creatures in it hahahaha. I still have a folder in my computer for A LOT photos of David Cook, (but Acchan's photos is much more than A LOT) so i just want to put it here for some eye freshener hahahaha i'm sorry if you don't really like him. And mind my freakness on this post okay hahahaha see ya!

2:19 PM

2009-05-16T00:18:00.000-07:00

2 days ago, he said.............
"don't waste your tissue too much, okay?"

well sadly, i just can't. i'm getting tired of this, it's like he doesn't care for me anymore :'(

First post!

2009-05-15T20:54:00.000-07:00

Hello everyoneeeeeeeeee haha finally i've made this blog-thing, actually i've wanted this since a couple weeks ago because it seems like everybody have one. Well i'm still working on my blog layout, and what to post bla bla bla aaaaaand i'm soo new to this, sometimes i get so confused because i don't understand the plurk thing, the shoutbox thing, how to do this and that etc etc etc haaaaaa i feel so dumb -,- okay sooo just wait my next post and let's hope it will............ hmm it'll be good enough, i guess? Haha see ya!

oh ya mind my grammar pleaseeee, i'm not really good at english -,-
(i think i have to say this like a billion time)