Should i cry?

My friends is the only reason that i could be strong enough everyday, they make me share some laughs, not to shed some tears. These past few days i always pray like "God, don't let me lose him, if there's a way to get back please give us another chance.." but now i added one more.....
"God, please don't take away my friends from me, they always cheer me up everytime my tears are going to fall down. I don't know what my days would be without them"

i'm up and then down again, it's not as easy as i thought it would be.... well i'm still trying to be strong though :')